I had a relationship, a lover, a strong story to follow. And the next moment I didn't. When this happens, the mind at this moment starts to seek, and look for another. The whisper comes in and says... "go out and find better, you need someone to snuggle with and care for you"
Why does the mind do this? Why does this happen? This happens because we are afraid of life. There is a feeling of a concentrated form of energy that separates us from the open energy of life. Like a wave rising up from the sea. So the feeling is totally a Mike that feels separate from life.
So we go onto dating sites or try to meet up with others to recapture love. A place to fall into with another person. But the other person is also in the illusion of a separate story, so you have to match stories and find that connection. It becomes exhausting, the heart in the meantime feels the separation and futile efforts.
Some go out and buy things, or take on classes or drink and do drugs to mask it all.
Be a warrior. Go into what you fear. Go into the emptiness. Look at it, sense it, feel it and develop a relationship with this empty feeling. This place where no object can fill it, change it, or touch it. This presence is what was felt in the relationship all along. Its there now still.
Go out and explore....
See like the sky sees, a vast open clearness appearing though all
Listen as stillness whispers, threading through everything
Touch as emptiness explores itself as all object patterning themselves from form
Allow the heart to think... and be the guide into all of this.
Your relationship with Presence awaits, be bold and embrace its solitude and open dance. Life loves this you. Come home.
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